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[July 30th @ 01:58 pm] |
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"Old enough to know better - Too young to care" Love.. How disgusting. |
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[July 28th @ 04:48 pm] |
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Yesterday, I went out with my family .. YAY! Yeah I finally got to spend time with them, since we're all getting along now. Watched HARRY POTTER (Yea pretty late + gay) & I didnt understand a single damn thing. But its all good. Today, I went out with my family again, and my cousins .. YAY! Went to Dixie Outlet, and actually shopped. My $60 went down the drain within.. an hour? Bought 3 shirts + pants + shorts + "undergarments".. lol + earings + flipflops. SO, I guess its not that bad. My mom told me to get a job so I wouldnt be broke all the time.. buuuut Im too lazy for that, probably next year. On the 4th - 5th, Im going camping. It SHOULD be fun, but I really dont like camping. Oh well, there's a swimming pool there so I finally get to go swimming : ) Plus Paula the loser is coming with, so it should be allllllllllllllright.
Paula's sleeping over tonight : ) WOWWWWWWWWZA! LOL. P.s
I love my sister : ) |
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[July 25th @ 03:52 pm] |
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Done summer school, yay : )
Well spent afternoon with Marigz <3
Supposed to reach Woodbine w/ Kat, Rene & Paula tmrw.. but I think plans are pretty flop. Friday (or was it next friday) is the movie date with Paula & Valdez : ) *wink wink, nudge nudge, tickle tickle!* LMAO. Then uh.. somewhere in the beginning of August, Im going camping with the whole familay + Paula : ) Ugh, I hate camping! BUT, I just needa spend time with the cousins that I havent seen in quite a while. The week after the camping trip, I think Im heading to Buffalo or Michigan with my family + Paula, lol. Maaaajor shopping (well, hopefully). Gonna *try* to save up some money, and bring myself, katrina & paula to dixie outlet & orfus road (LOL SHUT UP) Aaaand ofcourse, hopefully Paula will be moving in with me soon / by next month (yn) YEEEEEA! Also gonna be waiting on that date with my Peapea, and the visit from Brian Millado Illado. So yeah! Summer plans are going great so far : ) I LOVE IT! |
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[June 2nd @ 04:07 pm] |
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So today, went to China Buffet w/ the family for my lola's birthday. Happy birthday mami : ) .. I still dont get why everyone in the family calls her "mami," when shes "lola" to most of us. 8-) But yea, after, headed to some baby shower thing. Tita's having twins, a boy & a girl : ) Aw, Im so excited theyre gonna look gorgeous. Left party coz I was getting a bit bored, and now here I am supposedly doing "units." Friday's gonna be c-r-a-z-y! I hope know I can make it. 8)
Friday was coooooool. Mina, Michael & This other dude came over. Played ball, bought icecap, yaddayadda. Mina stayed & we watched love & basketball. Tell me how the girl calls the guy "Bighead" ? Ahahah, thats so weird. "Out of all the girls I see, Youre the only one I know thats forreal" .. Aaaaaaw, thats beyond cute ahah. Anyway, yeah she left & I borrwed the movie. Around 9-ish Paula came over & watched it again coz I was bored. She left later on, and that concludes my friday.
So this weekend, Im planning on finishing 6 units. I can do it (Y) *rolls eyes* Ahaha, no seriously I can : ) I never knew I could be so serious about my studies for once in my life. But hey! I just wanna finish highschool, get to college/university, get a job, then get oooooutta this dump! Yay, I cant wait, lol.
And Im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket,
But Ive gotta get a move on with my life. |
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[May 31st @ 11:11 pm] |
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Sometimes you find out what you wanted
Isn’t really what you need
And the dream in all it’s promise
Was never meant to be
All your hopes and desperation
Won’t make it like it was
And you believe the pain will never end
Believe me in time it does
You’ve gotta know when love is over
You’ve gotta learn to carry on
And with the world upon your shoulders
You walk away when hope is gone
When your golden road has reached the end
You find a way to start again you know
There’s a time for love a time for letting go
Im proud of myself : ) I love how things are right now, this is most deffinately the 'start of something new'. School's doing better than I expected, and Im over this whole thing that was a big distraction to me before. You, Bighead, are not in this chapter of my life. Youve caused me too much tears & whatnot before, so no, I dont think I can take the same risk for the millionth time. Just remember us at our best, and that would be good. Dont forget about us, and maybe one day we'll work things out - But those things take time, and I dont think that you're willing to do that now. But hey, theres nothing I can do anymore. Thanks for everything, lovealways. |
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[April 26th @ 09:50 pm] |
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"There are moments in your life,
When you realize who matters;
Who always did; And who never will"
Despite what the say,
Just know that I care about you, terribly.
I went through her, through him, through my fam, just for you.
So take it in, and realize that I got you through whatever.
I know at times it seems like I dont care at all, but its just hard for me to show it since everyones kinda against us.
See? I put us, not only you. Cause like I said - I got you.
"I know I dont say it half as much as I should
But when I say 'I love you' darling, that means for good"
I'll say it more often, do whatever it is to make you satisfied.
"We only human boy we make mistakes,
To make it up I'll do whatever it takes"
..Damn, I love you.
5 months & I got it bad.
Same feelings since day 1; Dont doubt it babybooooy : )
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| REALITY CHECK! |
[March 30th @ 07:50 pm] |
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It makes me laugh when ppl think how everything's so peaches and cream-like. we would like to introduce you to reality : WHERE GUYS ARE WASTE (well most of them) they make u believe in so many things. like they wanna be with you forever and always. BUT AS I KNOW THAT'S ALL BULLSHIT, CAUSE NOTHING REALLY LASTS FORVER! it may seem like everything's all good now, but things will change in time. TRUST ME. they say that their sorry, but tell me if they are sorry why do they hurt you all over again ? and they say that they love you, but why do they do the most hurtful things to you in the first place ? well open your eyes GUYS ARE JUST SO FULL OF SHIT. full of empty promises, who walk in your perfectly greaat life and make it 10 billion million gajillion times worse. they make you cry, and they fill your head with thoughts of them, to the point that you can't think of anything else.they are the biggest un-needed distractions, who'll tire the shit outta you. worst part is they move on in a quick minute, and go by their gay lives as if nothing ever happened. or as if you didn't exist, or as if all that time you spent together meant nothing whatsoever. yet the girl is the one who's still caught up, crying, hurting inside, thinking their not good enough for the guy. why is it that it's so easy for them to let go, while the girl is still here stuck in the past thinking, reminiscing of all the memoires, and all of the empty promises they've made ? i mean sure, they're cool to chill and make jokes with. but when it comes to love, don't ever put your heart in it. trust me when i say, you'll just end up getting fukked up and hurt in the end. don't ever make a promise to be with them forever, or that you'll get married some day unless you actually have an engagment ring on your finger. even if you think their "THE ONE" or that their a "rider", that's pure bullshit. love is just a game. especially at this age.... well i guess i learned my lesson. NEVER EVER FALL IN LOVE, EVER.
- WORDS FROM YOURSTRUELY, BOOTYLICIOUS & HONEYDIIIIP.
Anyway, Paula over. Sleepy, hungry, tired.. Chineese food tonight tho : ) wootywooot! Fell asleep for a good 10 minuets until PAULA interupted my beauty nap, lol. Friggen Jamari pisses me off.. SO RUDE TO ME! Like first, YOU YELL AT ME FOR NOOOO REASON AND I WAS BEING SO NICE TO YOU I SWEAR. THEN, YOU HANG UP ON ME. SHOOT LIKE RELAX YOURSELF! But its all good, were cool still roight? (H)(Y) *rolls eyes*
(8) IF I, HAD A THING ON THE SIIIIIDE, MADE YOU CRY, WOULD THE RULES CHANGE UP OR WOULD THEY STILL APPLY, IF I, PLAYED YOU LIKE A TOY, SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD ACT LIKE A BOY (8) ..haha, sooooo bored forreal! -_-
Went to Town earlier for like 2 seconds w/ Shay, Paula, Chloe. Stupid stoogie wouldnt buy us FOOD and she was loaded. She claims it was US money, but whatever. Went home like 2 seconds after bumping into the retarded guys. SO YEA! IM FUCKING HUNGRRRY.. Gonna go sleeeep : )
EDIT - 11:08PM
Thanks for missing me now,
even if its really late.
...NOT! Stupid whorebag stop confusing me :@ |
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